lalala

2012-02-25T22:25:00.001+08:00

Bought songs for 26 cents each and have been listening to them all day.
Since I have a new guitar, I decided to record something!
but I think I need a better mic because it doesn't make my guitar sound the way it sounds to me. (Or maybe I just suck)
Will re-record it again!

Wanted to do Grapevine fires by death cab too but my fingers hurt and I can't figure out how to play it nicely

Am wondering if I should finish up that last chapter, or read hunger games again or watch a movie.
My recess week is almost over and I feel as though all I did was study, do projects and take lots of naps
That is so sad

2012-02-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

I LOVE PUG DOGS

Food on instagram:

Book that made me cry for multiple days:

Went shopping today after going to school everyday and having no life

Bought a new guitar which sounds wonderful but my fingers hurt from not playing in so long

A pretty dress that I wanted for awhile now

and my first mac blush (well dressed)!!! YAY It is soooo pretty

Dreaming of lying in a field of flowers and eating yummy breakfast food like
1) Waffles + strawberries
2) Croissants + coffee
3) Pancakes! (MACS BREKKIE!!!)
4) Yogurt + fruits

What's in my book depo cart:

haven't gotten them though need to prioritize which books I want more
I need to read parodies of classic books to motivate me to read the real thing

2012-02-19T21:32:00.001+08:00

wowweeeee

Dancing to this in my room

2012-02-09T21:28:00.001+08:00

Doctor said no late nights but I don't know how that's possible because I have so much to study for and I sometimes feel like bursting into tears (no matter how cliche) because I am so stressed out and I don't know how to do a question (GENES AND SOCIETY)

seriously. I think I'm just not cut out for this.

French is so confusing and everything moves so quickly I forgot what I learnt last week even when I revise. Maybe I just don't study hard enough
Even listening to soothing music (death cab) does not really help much anymore.

Today there was a lady in the train who leaned on the pole where my hand was and it was very gross and I gave her an annoyed look but she pointedly ignored me.
And I really don't like smelly people
okay I don't know why I said that.
that was mean.

Here's a baby monkey from Macritchie
Going back again this Saturday. It is quite fun watching monkeys and walking a lot thinking that I'm losing weight.

2012-02-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!!
But it looks awkward and uncomfortable hhaha

2012-02-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

This was from so long ago. Learnt to develop b&w film in school but I suck at it so someone else developed these for me hahahahaha

And I took forever to get them scanned. Also learnt that it is more expensive to scan b&w film which sucks. But I really love how they turned out! Even though only a few came out nice.

Would really like to do this.

This came out better than I imagined it in my mind

2012-01-30T01:06:00.001+08:00

too perfect

2012-01-28T23:01:00.001+08:00

Ate so much good food during Chinese New Year

And my books finally arrived so excited that I finished this in 2 nights and it was sooooooo exciting I didn't want to put it down the first night.
Watched the movie trailer again and I felt all woozy and begun to imagine how the movie would be like.

Bought the next 2 books and can't wait for them to get here!!!!!!

Reading this now

Monkey. One of the monkey's almost killed me by dropping a branch on my head.
I always thought how in movies people are so slow and don't move away whenever something comes tumbling down towards their heads. But now I know it is very difficult to move away

2012-01-23T21:36:00.001+08:00

I know I need to go out and use my proper camera
but Instagram is so addictive

Resisted eating so many cny goodies
I really want to lose my fats.
but I haven't exercised hahahahah
#fail

2012-01-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

Watching War Horse now but something went wrong and It stopped streaming
NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

shall continue tomorrow. Cried too much for the night lololol

2012-01-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

Film from a month ago. Been so lazy to get them developed. So lazy to shoot and select photos for various competitions.

Plus there are readings to do.

I just feel so lethargic

Instagram!

I love this Christmas card Amanda gave me it's so dreamy

Went shopping today, it was honestly unintentional. Didn't expect to find so many pretty things.
I have so many clothes but I don't know what to wear everyday. I think I really need to plan my outfits lol because if I don't I end up throwing everything around on my bed and crying inside because I look fat in everything I wear. (fragile state due to PMS)

Just tried this out. It's pretty good, can't wait to use it again later during the week.

2012-01-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

Instagram!

My new film camera!

Strictly Pancakes

Fav Manhattan's Fish market flaming platter

Sunglow at Relish

Lemon meringue cupcake from Starbucks SO GOOD!

realized my instagram is just full of food hahahahahah

2012-01-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

This looks so exciting!!! I got so excited that I bought the book. Can't wait to read it!

2012-01-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

YAY I have the bestest little sister in the whole wide world!!
She bought me death cab tickets for my birthday in March hahaha so long more but yay! something to look forward to!

School is starting this mon and I think I'll just have one lecture to attend yay!
I don't have a free day anymore but all my days are so short now!
AND YES I'M LEARNING FRENCH WHOOOOOOO

This is so exciting.

2012-01-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

The Bird Park is so pretty and quiet and its so much easier to get there than the zoo.
But it stinks hahahahaaha
Last week of the holiday :(

2012-01-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

Books that are in my cart

From weliveyoung:

I like how he wrote ps: writing with chalk is hard

Looked through my photos of Europe longingly.
Hopefully I get to learn french this coming semester and get to go back and talk to people in France.
I want to explore more interesting places and capture loads of sunglow perfection.

I wish I didn't feel homesick when I was there and not feel lonely because I had only my parents for company lol (not that they are bad company) but it would be nice to have someone to just sit with and relax by the water and people watch instead of running around following some tour group which had only shopping in mind.
Actually I really liked going around by myself (though I kept feeling nervous that I'd get lost or harassed, sucks to be a girl sometimes)
so yeah I guess it was just that lingering paranoia that kept me from enjoying myself to the fullest.

and I can't sleep right now because Deano is making so much noise.
He is very naughty.

Reading my Jane Austen handbook my sister got me for Christmas and it is so interesting, but it looks like their lives were so structured and boring.
They had such strict schedules to follow and restrictions (especially for women)
I wonder if people in the future will write guides about our generation, like Facebook etiquette or something like that hahahaha.

2011-12-30T10:22:00.001+08:00

#foreveralone

prob hanging out with Deano, re-watching supernatural/random movie/l4d
Maybe I should make a New year's feast! HAHAHA

oh gah that's what I do everyday...

2011-12-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

Oh no I went shopping again hahahha
ok la. I mean, considering I don't really go out much I have accumulated some moolah so I decided to treat myself (yay)

These brushes are sooo pretty, and my old brushes suck so decided to splurge on really good (and pretty) brushes.
And they are so cute, they are called Mrs Bunny brushes hehe

Topshop shoes that were on sale 60% off! So obviously I had to buy them hahahahahaha
(I love post christmas sales. Everyone should just buy christmas presents after christmas then they can buy more pretty things for other people and themselves! Wait a few more days can save so much moolah)

2011-12-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

Planking in a cave

love the perfect pools of water. except there was no sunglow, so I had to edit that in (haha)

The snorkeling wasn't good at all super disappointed.
All I saw were lots of clams and sad little fishies.

Hotel food was good yum yum
ate like a pig everyday

Happy things include shopping at the airport and cheap makeup in the departmental stores in Krabi

Best food was the cheapest road side food.
so yummy
feel so cheated for having bothered with the more expensive restaurants that sucked

2011-12-21T19:59:00.001+08:00

bye bye
Off to Krabi with my sis tmr till 27th!
I don't really want to get too tanned this time

I am so excited to roll into the pool from my hotel room and take pretty underwater photos.
I want to see pretty caves and lie on the kayak and make wilma row the boat while I slack around hehehehehehe

I want to eat yummy food and not grow fat hahaha

2011-12-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

Such good food at Strictly pancakes!!

I LOVE GOOEY EGGY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!
and instead of bread its pancakes so its softer which makes me happy cause I hate chewing hard stuff lol (such an old lady)

Saw Joe Brooks with Wilmama he is v v v good.
and super cute haha

(but I look so yucks here)
oh but he is quite short right? hahaha

but still cute

2011-12-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

omama just tried to put falsies for fun.
DISASTER!!!!!!

I spilled the eyelash glue on my floor and hands.
and mascara got everywhere and poked myself in the eye OW
And the end product was ugly too.
I look retarded with falsies.
seriously.

WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER
IM SUCHA KLUTZ

(end of bimbo rant)

2011-12-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

My bimbo house that is not done yet.
I still want a garden and more pink things HAHA

Look at the pink vanity that my sim is standing next to. I wish I actually had that in real life.
Okay, I wish I had a pink bathtub in real life.

#forever alone
#stayed at home for 4 days straight.

okay byeee back to my ~~dream~~ pink house

2011-12-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

I love food

and Instagram!
My giant camera has been highly neglected

I have been bumming around at home because I don't spend money when I don't go out because I'm sort of broke from excessive shopping and christmas shopping.
All the presents are wrapped and ready except for a few more things.

Krabi holiday is looming yay so excited time to bum around the beach even more
Have given up trying to be 'bikini ready' (not that I actually tried) and shall just be resigned to the fact that my tummy will always be there hahahahahhahaha

2011-12-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

Deano's new giant tank!!!

It's so huge and pretty it makes me happy seeing Deano swimming around and being dumb (He is extremely dumb) He can't climb up the giant rock even though I made a little ladder with other rocks

Went to eat pizza with my parents just now. It was sooo good

I love the panna cotta

It is so wobbly I took a vid cause its amusing lol

2011-12-01T13:02:00.000+08:00

Prettiest set I picked up from Sephora. I love Christmas collections they are always so pretty

My Violet Kanken is here! So happy the colour just makes me woozy lol

Went for a picnic yesterday but it rained! So we hid under the shelter and ate our food. But it started leaking!!! We walked in places we weren't suppose to be in like the giant stage and some weird out of place tarp with blue velvet chairs.

Going to buy a giant tank for Deano today so that he'll be a happy tortoise and swim around gleefully

2011-11-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

started the day being all healthy and eating cherry tomatoes and a flattened chicken pie lol but then I took a nap cause I was tired and ate a fistful of hershey's kisses LOL

Playing Sims social and wasting time instead of studying. My house is damn ugly la i hate it

seriously I wanted a bathtub but its hideous and not even fixed cause I need friends to help me fix but I have no friends so please respond to my sad little friend request k

omg 4 more papers left and I'm still sleeping and doing lame crap.

I literally sat infront of the computer all of yesterday after soci and played l4d for freaking long and I don't know why but I sucked so bad yesterday. Kept dying and was completely pathetic.

then I watched awesome shows and it was great and booked Krabi trip

and shopped.

again.

2011-11-21T15:22:00.000+08:00

Pretty things

First paper today and I was so lazy to think, ended up staring at my penguin sweater and looking around a lot. Drinking so much water till I was in desperate need to pee.

I am home now and it is nice and raining
Can't wait for this dreadful week to be over so that I can revert to my old ways of sleeping in till noon.

2011-11-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

too cute

can't stand it

but its so weird how normal couples are so grosss

and annoying and I just wanna smack them and pull them apart and be happy like that because they have stopped annoying me and stopped being all touchy and icky

seriously. its like their hands a glued to each other's butts

Need to stop playing and start studying for Finals

Spent the weekend having an X men marathon and I really would like to have super powers so that I won't be all boring and can only live vicariously through movies and books which is rather sad.

Why can't something exciting happen in my life?

2011-10-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

I love pumpkins!
pumpkin with butter and brown sugar OMAMA
and pumpkin soup
and my grandmama made pumpkin pie it was super good

It's halloween and I'm at home doing readings and all for tomorrow :(
Went out on Sunday to shop and eat and a dude hid behind a pillar and scared my friends and I!
lololol it was very funny

Prettiest ring ever! It's like a glimmering potion

The semester is ending really soon! This week's the last week of lectures and then it'll be finals and YAY HOLIDAYS!
and omama next monday is a holiday so I'm going to have an extra long weekend! fri, sat, sun, mon
WOWZA time to sleep till noon everyday

2011-10-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

wowowow

Just ate choc lava cake and SMORES ice cream and drinking whisky
yummmmmmm

2011-10-25T23:30:00.001+08:00

Real steal was so awesome!!

I love cute dancing little boys and robots awww
and Hugh Jackman omamama
look at that cool jump!

I need to watch these movies
1) The help
2) What's your number
3) One day (really really really want to watch this!)
4) 3 Musketeers (I realized that was hard to spell LOL)

Now its back to Hart of Dixie (HOT DUDES HELLO!?)
and walking dead

shall do work tmr
heheheheheh

2011-10-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

I am so tired and headachey and I just did a very dumb assignment experiment thingy with my grandmama and now I have to do the write up but I don't want to so I wasted 34 minutes looking at blogs and frivolous videos. And now I want to sleep

Ate so much junk today:
Hello panda
ovalteenies (seriously, that's what its called)
TWIX MY LOVE (ate one yesterday and couldn't resist)

fat fat fat fat fat
ok la I lost 0.5kg from who knows what.
Good right?
so now I'm still heavy but 0.5kg less.

You know I'm only here because I don't want to do my work right.

2011-10-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

How do you make gifs

2011-10-18T21:55:00.001+08:00

Wanted to wear my new top to school tdy. It has a sparkly sequined collar which I think is hilarious but my grandmama saw it and she was all "Nooo you can't wear that to school its too much!!! "

-.-

But its really very funny
I like it very much

2011-10-17T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today I bought a rainbow colored eyelash curler which is cool
and I wore my shirt inside out (oh silly me) after I tried on clothes.

I now have a credit card. Hopefully this doesn't turn me into a raging crazed shopaholic.
But wow does waving the (ugly) pink card around make me feel all cool and adultish

This also applies to eating and sleeping

I really love uni because I get to write essays on L4D2 and Tumblr
and makeup and shopping
and I get to wake up really late sometimes without an alarm and when the sunglow hits my face.

2011-10-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

LOLOLOL watching the walking dead (zombie tv show)
and the ladies were washing the clothes and said "I'm beginning to question the division of labour here"

hahahahaha
so sad even when there's a zombie invasion the women still wash the clothes and the men kill the zombies.

This is very worrying...

2011-10-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

Wilma's cupcakes

2011-10-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

This makes me laugh :)
Her hair is so pretty and she is the bestest girl ever

Been rotting and watching movies and tv shows for the past 2 days.
Its nice being able to do nothing but relax and eat a lot of chocolate for fun.

Should start on my homework tmr though.

2011-10-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

Random photo from Paris I edited again because I was bored.

My Mid terms are over and I am going to enjoy my weekend by sleeping and watching movies without feeling guilty.

Facial tmr with my mama and that is a very good thing because my face is just
urghh.
gross
very very gross. Lots of pimples

I cut my hair because I felt like it.

2011-09-29T23:09:00.001+08:00

This is so good.

Pretty photos from tumblr heh
Yes I still want teal hair, now I'm just waiting for it to grow out.
Think I'll do it myself, will buy myself some blue dye

Please grow hair. please please please
will massage my head everyday
my fringe is so disgustingly floppy and awkward.
Need help.

Might be taking photos on Sunday but I need ideas
must brainstorm

2011-09-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

I want to buy this top:
http://amberavenue.com/700-blissful-lace-blouse-in-nude.html

but I have no moolah hahaha (that I should be spending)

Im so tired and so sad like a sad little panda.
Essay test tmr and I'm not prepared but I'm so tired and I want to sleep so goodnight.
Shall wake up early to study.
sianzzz

I want to shop with my non-existent moolah

2011-09-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

Just watched some bimbo movie which had a happy ending and I cried a lot as usual. (there's sth wrong with me honestly)

and then I went on to calculate the age of the hot dude HAHAHA
and he's 31
why are all the hot dudes 30 sth?
It doesn't make sense?
And why do I even bother calculating their age?

I must be mad.
#forever alone

2011-09-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

OMAMA SUPERNATURAL SEASON 7 IS OUT IM SO HAPPY!!

studying can wait for Dean Winchester

2011-09-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

It's recess week this week and all I've been doing is sleeping in till 12 noon every single day (Ok I slept till 1 yst)
and I sleep at midnight every night
so wow 12 hours of sleep every day I am awesome.

And I just checked all my deadlines for assignments/presentations and I got the worst scare everrrrrrr
omama so many things to do in October
somebody please save me.

Mid Term test next week and I am horrid.
studying is just so dull...

All I wanna do is play l4d and read pretty blogs lol
save meeeeeeeeeeeeee

2011-09-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

my new love

2011-09-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

I have this pimple on my nose for a few weeks now and it doesn't want to deflate omama please anyone help me.

I thought it was gonna heal but then yesterday I woke up and it was RED and it exploded today HAHAHAH (or rather, I made it explode)
ok sorry for being gross

I have a soci assignment due this week and I am such a procrastinator I am doing everything else but it.

In love with these prada shoes
the logo placement is interesting too

but obviously I can't have them la right.
but my two other shoes are here/otw!!!!
YAYYYYYYY

yes I know I have like a zillion shoes already but
I am obsessed.

2011-09-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

From today. It was fun but it rained.

I came home and just laid on my bed and felt really sad and tired but I know I shouldn't

2011-09-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

edited some photos haha
yes I am very vain lol

I really like my lipgloss HAHAHA
okay bye, back to doing my work :(

2011-09-05T00:30:00.001+08:00

Went to Dairy farm quarry again for Jewel's birthday.
My legs are mutilated because I'm allergic to grass lol
but it was fun
I really like this pretty place where there's lots of grass and sunglow

School tmr and I have no clue how to do my assignment.
No inspiration bleahhh

My Pride and Prejudice book is finally here so happy!
Started reading it already and I'm so into it.
I read it in a British accent HAHAHAH
and when I put it down, I start thinking about things in a british accent too

yes I'm weird.

2011-09-01T19:45:00.001+08:00

A really cool place we found

2011-08-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

I love this song
and the long intro always makes me so nervous it is odd.
I always try and guess when he starts singing

I love death cab ever since Seth Cohen from the OC mentioned them

If only Seth Cohen was real...

School is so lonely and I'm aloney on my owney
its quite nice sometimes, because there's no awkwardness. Yet I wish I had a goodie good friend to hang out with like in secondary school and JC

at least there is good cheese fries and awesome 50 cents ice lemon tea.
And for once in my life I actually like what I'm studying. (I hope this last)

2011-08-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

Feeling annoyingly depressed.

I get very angry with my grandmama all the time and I know it's very bad but I can't help it.
She exasperates me.

Things I do when I'm sad:
1) Make useless list (like this)
2) Watch pride and prejudice
3) Eat
4) Feel fat and yucks after eating
5) Stalk pretty girls and feel highly inferior
6) Listen to angry music
7) Jump on bed while listening to angry music
8) Lie on the floor
9) Feel silly lying on the floor
10) Cry

2011-08-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

Funny book that I just finished:

It was funny because earlier that day I was all "I'm going to write a book called #foreveralone"

Funny rubber bands that can form shapes that was given by a very cute German girl.

New iphone cover (yes I am obsessed with polka dots and pink I don't know why)

Uni has started and It's pretty awesome. Except that I have to finish my lit book by sat, read a zillion pages and understand them I guess?
omg dyingzzz
I read until I just wanna stab the pages in frustration because
1) They use such big words and I am now glued to my dictionary
2) I don't get what its trying to say
3) There's just way too much to read.

Nervous about tutorials next week...

Actually I'm kinda nervous everyday its kind of amusing?
I'm just all aloney on my owney and it makes me nervous. Everyone's mostly really friendly but its like a hi bye kinda thing and not really long lasting.
I hope I make long lasting friends soon or be

#FOREVERALONE

hahahahaah (obsessed with that statement)

2011-08-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

I am always listening to death cab when I feel sad while stalking pretty girls on fb.

I just ate so much my tummy is so huge now and I feel sick.
made a giant smore and it was yummy and I couldn't stop stuffing my face.

2011-08-10T11:57:00.000+08:00

my bimbo cover and galaxy nails

sunglow makes me happy :D

wanted to catch fireworks at fort canning and sit on the swing but there were people already there and they moved the swing! So mean and they kept making weird noises.
So we were blocked my trees when the fireworks started haha #fail

I love lying on grass and staring at the sky at night

2011-08-09T00:12:00.001+08:00

Pretty flowers for my room

watching true blood now omg dying of laughter.
Sookie: So you handcuffed yourself to the bed? But If you turn into a were panther won't the handcuffs just fall off?
Jason: Oh shit, I never thought that.

HAHAH

this is so true.

2011-08-07T21:20:00.001+08:00

stuck in my head but I can't sing this hahahaha

Keep singing like mad ever since camp's over. Its like there's all these pent up feelings and I can't just start bursting into song till now heh.

School starts on Thursday but at least I only have 1 lecture and no school on friday for me yayy

apparently there's a giant mushroom growing outside my house I am very excited to take photos of it tomorrow!

2011-07-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

focusing kinda off

2011-07-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

I cannot cook, sorry future family. The food that I cook is only deemed edible by me and no one else.
I cook when I'm desperate for a certain type of food. When I crave something and am too lazy to go out to buy it.
Or when I'm starving and there's nothing to eat.
I cook to survive

Good food that I have made:
Jelly hearts
fruit tarts
brownies
scrambled eggs
maggi mee with egg HAHA

Horrible things that I would only eat:
my salad hahahah
risotto
random pasta

Purely inedible things that I had to dump:
lots (too disgusting to remember)

I just ate melted chocolate with ice cream.
My microwave is my friend. I cook everything it.
except scrambled eggs

2011-07-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

Wilma made princess cakes

Watched lion king at mbs with my sister last night. It was very good! Even though we were seated so far away (no $$) the costumes were so interesting and the little boy who played Simba is so cute!!!! He kept jumping up and down and bobbing around like a little excited person hehe adorable.

2011-07-23T00:38:00.001+08:00

What am I doing?

2011-07-20T00:17:00.000+08:00

What I did today:

Woke up
tumblr
heated up pizza when I got really hungry
Went (reluctantly) to return movies
walked home reflecting on my life
tumblr
re-read book
fell asleep reading book
woke up to a bright light (computer)
dinner
tumblr

omama my life...

2011-07-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

Last night I dreamt that I was dueling someone (HP style). I don't really remember what it was about.
but I only used 2 spells damn sad hahah like some loser who only knows 2 spells.

I can't even remember if I won.

but this is the 2nd harry potter dream I have ever dreamt of in my life.
I remember the 1st one quite vividly. I was the seeker in Quidditch. (this was when I was very young hahaha) But honestly, I'd rather be the chaser so much funner.
and the snitch is mad small.

I am so tired.
but I'm quite glad I finally know how to make the photos on my blog bigger see I show you:

yay I love big photos :D

from the Virgin Suicides which I just finished watching just now.
It made me sad because I thought Trip would actually really love Lux but he didn't because boys are jerks.

He just left her on the field in the morning (JUST LEFT HER THERE!) all aloney on her owney

jerkkkkkk!!!!
gahhh life is miserable even in the fictional world.

and I'm hungry

I really love Harry Potter and I have always wanted to live in Hogwarts and explore the castle with my imaginary boyfriend
I could have late night snacks in the kitchens, swim in the scary lake and become mermaids to look at other mermaids.
Play quidditch in the mornings and stare at Oliver Wood.
eat all the candy I want in Honeydukes.

I would actually love school for once.

my fav part of the movie that made me LOL:

hahaha Voldermort is sooo socially inept.
and this wasn't even in the book!
Actually isn't it so atypical for Voldy to give hugs?!
He's the dark lord he should be scoffing and belittling Draco's efforts.
odd.

But the part that made me bawl was Snape
gahhh That was really well done I didn't even cry when i read that in the book.
but when i watched it, it was just soooo sad.

Unrequited love

2011-07-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

"HAVING A COKE WITH YOU" BY FRANK O'HARA

Having a coke with you

is even more fun than going top San Sebastain, Irun, Hendaye,
Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in
Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better
happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love
for yoghurt
partly because of the fluoresent orange tulips around the
birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people
and statuary
it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be
anything as still
as solemn as unpleasently definitive as statuary when right in
front of it
in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and
forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just
paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them
I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in
the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's
in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet so we can go
together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes
care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michaelangleo
that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the impressionists do
them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree
when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider
as carefully
as the horse
it seems they were all cheated of some
marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I'm
telling you about it.

2011-07-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

heh

2011-07-12T13:34:00.001+08:00

book I read last night/morning.

I thought it was a kids book at first because the chapters were too short and words so big

but it can't be a kids book.

It is too sad.

2011-07-11T23:17:00.004+08:00

I love this ring sooo much
I could stare at it for hours

I've been doing a lot of window online shopping

its been awesome adding stuff to my cart and then closing the window.

but im gonna buy books now lol

LOVE THIS!

2011-07-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Shoes that I like but must resist because I have too many:

Shoes that killed my feet below.

Seriously my heels are in a bloody mess right now thanks to these pretty things.

I love the perfect cream colour of the shoes and the gold buckles they are so gorgeous.

But those itty bitty straps mercilessly cut into my heels all night. My feet are disgusting right now seriously I wish I could hide at home all day till they get better.

I need lots of plasters to cover my ghastly feet.

gahhh I'm so sad I wish I could trade these shoes in for something above

But ok, not buying anymore shoes till at least 3 months or something.

I'm soo tired I have no idea why.

I feel like sleeping for a really really really long time and waking up to the sound of rain or something dreamy like that.

2011-07-07T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today I laid in my bed all day long hoping the pain would go away.

I hate cramps but I don't want to take the magic pill that makes all the pain go away.

Deano stares at me while I watch my movies and cry at the happy endings. He must think I am mad, I think I am.

For the rest of the day I look at the most perfect brown leather bag that I will never get (the real one at least)

But I should stop lusting after so many things and be contented with what I have (which is a lot)

I should stop wasting my time staying at home and lying on my bed reading silly books.

I can't help it though. When will I ever get the chance to feel as free as I am now?

When I can wake up everyday and say I have absolutely nothing to do.

I am quite sad because my perfect brown flat boots are not perfect. They are 2 sizes too small for my already mauled feet.

but I still wear them and cringe and hope they expand soon.

They were the only ones left and my feet must have expanded outside the shop.

2011-07-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

more photos from the minox and expired film that works

2011-07-06T12:10:00.002+08:00

my new journal/whatever bought in Paris I love it but I don't know what to do with it besides writing random thoughts because my proper journal isn't finished yet

I love it. It is so pretty and I write my many to do list inside hahaha

made fruit tarts last night they are yummy

2011-07-03T02:49:00.003+08:00

omg I can't sleep and its so frustrating because my internet gets wonky in the am.

But I finally could get in yay meeeee

random babblings now ok because I can't sleep and have nothing to do, I'm going to write lots of nonsense till I eventually fall asleep.

I am the laziest person on the planet and I feel very gross about it and wish I could change. I'm so lazy that I don't even want to find food downstairs that I just stay at the com rotting away on tumblr till I am soo hungry that I have no choice but to go and scavenge for food.

I'm so lazy that I didn't sign up for any camps and now I am going to be friendless in school.

(Poor Deano looks so sad cause I woke him up)

He must think I am mad because I kept switching the lights on and off because I can't sleep and just wander around my room from makeup drawer to the next trying on lipsticks and stuff omg

And the worst part is that the annoying cuckoo clock keeps making so much noise every hour, reminding me how long I've laid in bed staring into the dark willing myself to sleep.

It sucks not being able to sleep for almost a week now and so I end up sleeping in till 3pm. siao right. okok im going to wake up earlier so I will be mad tired at night (Stop being so lazy!)

helpppppp how to sleepppp

I shall google it lol

so useless.

its like ive done almost everything on that list.

I keep imagining harry potter land and happy things that will probably never happen

and fail at counting sheep because i get so bored and im like I don't wanna count anymore...

ok the only thing I haven't done is exercise la haha

AND THE STUPID CUCKOO CLOCK IS A CAUSE FOR MY LACK OF SLEEP!

time to listen to some relaxing music

2011-07-01T00:50:00.004+08:00

I'm so happy my minox camera finally works!

I wasted like almost 3 rolls because it didn't work :(

But it does now and the photos are gorgey!

I love doggies hehe

I feel really happy today and I'm gonna sleep in for as long as I want tmr! muahahaha

I'm gonna organize my room and throw out all my junk and maybe watch a movie/read

Also, I keep buying clothes lol. I have no more moolah to develop my other roll of film but its not finished yet anyway.

I can barely remember what I took anyways. so exciting to see how it turns out.

I love my minox so much its so tiny and so easy to use.

2011-06-27T21:50:00.001+08:00

tall grass and sunglow

2011-06-27T00:09:00.019+08:00

omama finally done uploading everything... took 2 days!

I love how the photos turned out (took so many useless ones though) I especially love Rome because there was a ton of sunglow and pretty men.

The women wear dresses and heels and ride their scooters/bicycles with sunglasses and scarves

Everyone is so well dressed while we tourist are like so bleahhh HAHAHAHA

I love Venice and and how people have to use their little gondolas to get around last time and how people's houses overlook the water and boats and people walking along the little alleys below. Such a pity that its sinking and no one lives there (and its crowded by a zillion tourist)

The balconies with flowers are so quaint and lovely. Sunglow makes everything look so much better.

Switzerland was gorgey! The grass, flowers and streams running through it was amazing. I just want to lie in the grass and hear the cowbells tinkle and smell the fresh air. Everything was so expensive though! A plate of spaghetti was $40! INSANITY

I suppose I could survive on Quiche and macarons from Bachman's. Though I ate too much on the 2nd day and threw up.

I love the windows and love seat and could sit there and read my book all day enjoying the cool air and sunglow.

The vintage store alibaba was so adorable too!

Paris wasn't as dreamy as I expected. It does smell of pee! Saw this guy peeing HAHAHA damn sick.

Their clothes are so pretty too! Oh how I love the boots and leather jackets.

It was colder than expected too and it was supposed to be summer! Saddd

The macarons were yummy and we went on a gourmet food tour where we had cheese and bread and yummy sweet wine.

The segway was soo fun! But it does look very funny and lame lol. But we got to see Paris during the sunset and that was awesome.

Bought a ton of stuff too will post pics when I'm recovering from this uploading mayhem

2011-06-14T12:58:00.001+08:00

packing...

Off to Europe! Will be back on the 24th with lovely photos (hopefully)

2011-06-10T17:15:00.004+08:00

lol

National Museum with Rach! She took such pretty photos!!!

I'm gonna have the biggest windows with nice white drapey curtains

2011-06-08T21:52:00.003+08:00

Reading random pages of Jane Eyre all aloney on my owneyyyy....

Never actually finished the book because of all the confusing words lumped together confusing me. But reading such books makes me feel smarter hahahahaha

And emo

I tried reading Wuthering heights and didn't finish it because I couldn't finish it and had to return it cause I'm cool like that.

The only reason I picked it up was because I watched the movie and thought it was the most depressing thing ever.

I didn't start Pride and Prejudice either.

I did read the parody of it though: Pride and Prejudice and Zombies.

Why am I talking about books? Because I feel all sad and lumpy.

hahaha why did I say lumpy? oh gosh im going mad.

Just went nuts shouting and mad thrashing around my room looking for this stupid skirt I just bought and my grandmama put it somewhere else which made me really angsty (pms) and annoyed. So annoyed!!!!!!

Why can't she just stop touching my stuff.

Also, I think I have too many clothes and it makes me really confused because I don't know what to wear anymore.

And I passed my driving test today. It was very traumatic. My tester asked me to run to the car

I didn't, so he repeated. So I did and felt like a stupid idiot.

And after awhile I wanted to cry (cause im pmsing and cry a lot) because I thought I was going to fail but I didn't, I passed.

Why the hell did he want me to run? siao ah.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2011-06-08T14:19:00.005+08:00

holga

2011-06-06T22:14:00.001+08:00

new shoesss

why is she soo good???

2011-06-02T12:32:00.003+08:00

I wanna be a mermaid they are so perfect and gorgeous!

I want mermaid hair

yay these came last night and they are sooo yummy. Egg shaped lip balms :)

And my shoes came this morn haven tried them on yet though

hahahah I just used the egg lipbalm and put it on my table and it rolled around HAHAH so cute.

2011-05-31T21:57:00.004+08:00

THESE ARE TOO FREAKING CUTE!

will never get them though, the clothes are always so ex and so far away :(

hahaha trying to fit 6 people into the polaroid resulted in this:

so fail, plus it was such a great idea cause we were supposed to do the squashed face

Today was my last day of work and it was soooo long bleah...

was going crazy cause It was so freaking boring gah

but so glad its over yayy

went to plank on the travellater although it was for a few seconds

OMAMA but you know what? Some hair got into my mouth HOW GROSS RIGHT!?!??!

eeeeeeeeee (note to self: Don't talk while planking)

Fav thing about underwater world:

oh gosh I look so fat

ok bye

2011-05-26T17:19:00.002+08:00

oh how I loveee shoes!

wowowow

2011-05-25T11:58:00.004+08:00

Took this after my manicure which ruined my nails!!!!

I really want to take pretty underwater photos like these. They are so amazing, this photographer is sooo good

There's gonna be a shoe rack thingy in my house soon which is very exciting because all my pretty shoes can be displayed/easily reached!

I shall sleep early tonight so that I can wake up to catch the sunglow! (MUST!!!)

I loveeeee her!!!!

2011-05-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

manicure and pedicure tdy. pic of my toes too ugly though hahaha

but my toes are sparkly pink :)

Went for a facial too (my first)

and OW OW OW it hurts!

but it was nice and relaxing after she squeezed out all the gunk lol.

It felt like she put lots of goop on my face lol

I really like that place, its the spa in bishan park so pretty.

the toilets have sinks that look like metal buckets.

My face looks damn horrid now though cause of all the squeezing

got work tmr I went nuts and borrowed 4 movies.

Still have 3 more library books to read and i bought a new book it is awesome (Vampire academy, I know the title sounds lame but its seriously the bestest book ever)

Need sleep now

2011-05-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

damn sad youtube took down the rolling in the deep vid HAHA

sucks.

oh wells.

I'm really really really sad:(

Deano has a lump on his head and its called an ear abscess.

The only way to get rid of it is to go to the vet and have it cut out!? :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

And apparently, they don't do it on young terrapins (I don't know if Deano is old enough or whatever)

My daddy says he's not gonna survive surgery anyways

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW !!!!!

What if it gets bigger and gross and poor Deano feels it

I really hope if goes away by itself but I don't think it'll happen

I don't want Deano to die :(

And I must be crazy but I feel like eating all the yummiest junk food in the world and its so hard to resist.

I wanna eat sogurt, choc, macdonalds hotcakes, mcgriddles, macarons, the yummy orange juice from orange julius, cheese fries

EVERYTHING!!

and now I'm hungry and shall go scavenge for food downstairs.

2011-05-14T23:24:00.003+08:00

I think I shrieked when he walked in.

His voice is so yummy.

Their voices are amazingly perfect omama.

My annoying ipod isn't syncing properly so I can't get my nice nice songs in :(

I miss my iphone even though it hangs sometimes and its so ginormous

I really miss the gps LOL I rely on it way too much

and google.

and my dictionary, I need to constantly check that I spell stuff correctly. And I need to double check the meaning of some words that I think I know, but actually only have a vague idea of what it means

ok rambling lol

I think Deano my terrapin is soooo freaking cute

When he stares at me ( I like to think its because I'm gorgeous) and when i catch him staring and turn my head towards him really fast, he turns away equally fast as if he doesn't want to know that he's looking

HAHAHAHAH

so funny la. He does that all the time and everytime I laugh like mad cause he's just so cute

He's getting so fat and has fat rolls It is quite gross. But I pity him and feed him lots cause he keeps walking around the tank looking for food and before this he was really skinny and I don't like skinny terrapins

2011-05-11T12:08:00.011+08:00

Went to wild honey with Richa yesterday

My yummy eggs benedict

OMAMA Y IS THIS SO GOOD?

Met Rachel and we went to Ang Siang Hill HAHAHAH

its at tanjong pagar

such cute little shop houses. we just wandered around looking for a nice cafe to eat and read

Found this pretty flower shop!!
I feel tall!

Ok being lame here

Found the bestest shop ever!!!!!!! It was so inconspicuous we missed it when we walked the first round. But I saw the sign when we were walking back and I was like omama is it really a thrift store?!

So we went down the stairs and found the most amazing place ever!!

The thrift stuff was all $16.95?!

So I went nuts and bought like 5 things (scroll down)

It was the bestest shop ever except tt there was a lizard on a pair of pink shorts that i wanted to try

So I obviously didn't try them (And the lizard stayed in the comfy pink shorts all day leh I checked)

After shopping found another adorable cafe!!!

And had yummy food and a relaxing time there yay

Molten choc cake!

This is sooo cool! It's called a dirt cake

There's a flower and everything how cute is this?
And they even put little gummy worms aww

Stuff I bought at awesome thrift store:

I am indeed obsessed with flowers.

I'm really happy cause I bought the stuff I was looking out for

2011-05-05T23:44:00.003+08:00

YAY guess what came in the mail!

Tried buying it on ebay (dumbest thing ever)

and its still not here!!! SINCE FOREVER!!

so i kept asking her for a refund and she keeps daoing me

so i just bought it from some other shop online (so much cheaper also)

YAYYYY happy!!! The colours are sooo pretty!Can't wait to use it.

Cool room:

Pretty random stuff haha:

2011-05-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

Ok I bought the shoes.

and more polaroid film

And that concludes my spending for the month of May!! And guess what? It's only the 2nd of May hahahahah

seriously I now have a lifetime of film yayyy

My attempt to do the polka dotted thing again. Hopefully it doesn't look like measles this time?

but still quite ugly la hahahaha

oh well I like them :)

2011-05-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

Ok I'm being massively lame but should I buy these shoes??

hahahahah

aren't they just the prettiest?

but I'm really trying to save moolah now and seriously when can I wear these? (everyday)

2011-04-30T23:24:00.003+08:00

went to the flea at tab today. OMAMA I couldn't find it at first I was walking around like a panicked mad woman trying to google on my stupid lousy phone.

Finally found it and it was awesome!!! bought 2 pretty dresses and some makeup.

Took the polaroid with Deano hahahah!!!

happy :))

2011-04-29T11:26:00.004+08:00

I have decided to utilise my polaroid once again! Plus I'm leaving soon!

And I just had a bohliao idea of taking a polaroid with Deano my tortise. i can already imagine how silly it will look. Maybe I will later when I get dressed HAHA

Lost my phone wed night at zirca :((((((((((((

so suay can? I really think people like to steal from me. Gahhh I hate the feeling of losing things and the helplessness.

Oh well, I'll get another phone when im goneeee!

Shall use my old tiny little phone but its soo difficult to use the internet :(

2011-04-24T17:42:00.003+08:00

Woke up on 630 Sat morn but went back to sleep hahahaha

eventually woke at 7 to find that there was absolutely no sunglow :(

Decided to head down with Nic to macritchie after lazing in bed and talking on the phone hahaha

And yay there was sunglow in the end though they were blocked by clouds at times.

I really like this picture a lot :)

brought along my underused ukelele

So I crashed when I got back from church this afternoon. (without having lunch haha)

I dreamt that I was at some other underwater world and they sold lots of candy.

I wanted to buy lots of stuff but they were all really expensive.

So in the end I bought 2 packs of some ice cream flavoured bubblegum (was deciding between that or oreo flavoured)

It was $15 :(

and I bought it.

But the sucky thing was, I wasn't able to try them before waking up.

Oh and I dreamt this really sad and weird thing too.

There was a ginormous eel but his mouth was kept open and inside his mouth lived another fish.

It was vair vair disturbing.

2011-04-21T16:02:00.002+08:00

Slept with Puggo on my bed but woke up in the morning to find him stuffed in my closet hahahaha

Deano is a very happy terrapin :)

Had brunch at Wild Honey with my mama and it was really really really good

Some yummy drink that has milk, honey, banana and caramel.
My yummy eggs benedict

HAPPY :D

Sorry for the crap photos, I haven't been using my proper cam cam v lazy to bring it out

but I will on Saturday! Going back to macritchie with Nic this time round to take photos.

hope it doesn't rain! I WANT SUNGLOW

2011-04-19T20:12:00.003+08:00

Went to take photos at macritchie but the photos are so horrid I wanna cryyy

It was so much better in my mind haha

gahhh its the editing la, I can't decide what I want and so it ends up like ew

so came home to choose an outfit and came up with this.

minus the belt lol

her band is awesome (and so is she!)

Went to eat sogurt and went to the library after that.

I was so annoyed ok!

This lady, walked past with her friends then she said damn loud 'omg she's eating alone'

-.- she hasn't eaten alone before meh? What's wrong with eating alone huh?

ya lah im damn loser

2011-04-18T18:10:00.001+08:00

ahhhmaazingggg!!!

2011-04-16T00:43:00.003+08:00

At the end, she even makes cutlery out of foil

HAHA

I am so gonna try the eggs on the iron one, not the bacon, cause I don't like bacon.

I wonder what else you can cook with an iron?

Why is she so amazing? How does she come up with this stuff?!!?!?

Astounding!!!

Pretty photos: hahaha

Seriously, please find me a large open field, preferably with flowers in Singapore. And don't forget sunglow! (I will love you forever)

source:

My throat is crazy. It hurts one day and then stops hurting the next day.

How odd :(

It makes me very annoyed!

2011-04-13T19:43:00.005+08:00

GAHH SO CUTE

Went to Universal Studios on tue with Rachel and Ryan.

It was sooo fun!!!

I love the Cylon ride and the far far away castle, they make me so happy!!!

And this smokey thing is like the house bunny!

Too bad I wasn't wearing a skirt or I'd do the pose hehe

This dude is way buff, and I was like 'hello'

and he just stared at me with his pretty blue eyes

I wanted to burst out laughing because I wondered how he could keep his face straight for so long.
lunch was yummy and the drink is massive!

FAV castle!

I want to be a princess and live in a castle

Found a neat courtyard

Cute little girl at waterworld

I wanna go back and ride the Cylon ride more!

The human ride wasn't as scary and it was so uncomfortable!

My head was flying all over the place ow.

Universal Studios is such a happy place I wanna go back!!